So I guess this is it I'm leaving I was ill, insane, and so messed up My feelings for you was true, it was real But it was wrong It was a delusion Something I create in my mind to protect myself Part of curing myself is to accept that I was wounded That I need to grieve, to heal my scar You came to my life and saved me from despair You were brought here by universe to teach me But not to be my saviour Because I have to save myself I couldn't imagine staying any longer Without prolonging my addiction Without seeing you, even for a glance So somehow I know I have to go There are dozens of reason why I have to go And my limerence to you is one of it It's almost two years godamit You're just too good to be true My mind is too addicted That even if I try so hard not looking for you or at you Just a glimpse of you shattered my defenses This letter is hopefully my last one I am resigning, so you don't have to worry About seeing me on campus next s...
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