Ramble Me This

It's okay to love Love big, wide, and vast Love deeply and truly What's not okay is to hurt And the most not okay is to hurt yourself  But when you got hurt, that's okay It's not your fault It's just you being you, caring too deeply Now go on.  Love again. Love mindfully, love carefully. Love yourself gently.

This morning I dreamed I was in some hospital/school complex I just received a rather bad news Something is not well with me The test gave bad results on my right breast As I wait for the doctor's appointment I confusedly didn't return the test clothing or something So I had to run to the other side of the complex   As I walked with my head full of questions From afar I saw you on the stairs It looked like the field stairs of my junior high You were there with a friend I tried to pretend I didn't see you But as we locked eyes, you greet me first You and your beautiful hair No glasses, did I remember that right? You asked where I was going And I said I'm getting an operation You were shocked and confused too You then try to walk beside me I can't remember if we talked along the way I know I'm just so confused and yet so focused On returning that test outfit and whatsoever administrative work I have to finish Maybe you understand that already So you stayed, you st