Once upon time, (I cant pinpoint the exact month, but ultimately in 2015) I was severely numb. I felt stuck, have nowhere to go No longer can feel my own passion and purpose It's all meaningless Everything felt like a giant routine blob Floating away aimlessly It was somewhere in my depression episode. I felt nothing. I want nothing. I couldn't be happy. I couldn't be sad either. I'm definitely bored My mind wanders a lot Nothing excites me anymore Things I used to enjoy felt like a big MEH My life was a BIG meh I fear nothing, got nothing to lose Go ahead, take everything that was left of me I wasn't angry I couldn't be angry I KNOW I was disappointed, but can't feel it anymore I was in zero point No negativity, but no positivity too My shrink disagreed with this concept She said that if we're not happy then it means we're sad There was nothing such as zero/neutral area So I said, I'm not happy but I'm also not sad W...
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