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I Want To

I want to love you
Because
I love how you smile at me
Because you're a special being
Because you're so filled with life

I want to adore you
Because you draw bold images
You dance and jump with all your heart
You have so many stories and ideas

I want to cherish you
Because you're a caring person
An observant little human
A strong-willed soul

I want to take good care of you
Because you're so precious
Because you're destined for something big
Because I believe in what you could be

I want to kiss your sweet cheek
To brush your hair with my fingers
To look into your bright eyes
And touch every inch of your beautiful face

I want to hold you tight
Because you give the sweetest smile
Because you I want you to feel safe
Because I want you to feel loved

And all not just because
You're my daughter

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