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Karir Impian: Waktu SMP

Menyambung tulisan sebelumnya, kali ini aku mencoba merefleksikan ide karir yang sempat terbersit saat aku berusia SMP. Bisa dibilang sepanjang SMP, inspirasi cita-citaku banyak dipengaruhi tokoh dalam media yang kukonsumsi. (Muahaha, cikal bakal jadi anak Kom kayaknya dimulai di saat yang sama)

Beberapa karir yang sempat terbersit di kala itu adalah dokter, detektif, kriminolog, dan ahli biologi laut (marine biologist).

Cita-cita jadi dokter mungkin terdengar mainstream. Tapi untukku saat itu, yang kuanggap menarik dari profesi dokter bukan hanya nilai mulia untuk menolong orang lain, tapi lebih ke thrill, drama, dan dinamika kerjanya. Kenapa aku berpikir begitu? Tak lepas dari tontonanku saat itu, Doogie Howser dan serial E.R. (Emergency Room). Dalam dua series itu, kulihat bagaimana dokter berinteraksi lebih sekadar menjadi dokter tapi juga menghadapi intrik dan politik kantor.

Next, detektif dan kriminolog. Nah, jaman itu memang bacaan dan tontonanku banyak dipengaruhi tema detektif. Kebayang ga kira-kira apa aja? Yup, mulai dari komik Detektif Conan, Kindaichi, Master Keaton, belum lagi seri Trio Detektif yang kece banget jaman itu. Ohya, di umur ini juga aku mulai membaca karya-karya Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. Dari segi tontonan, sejak SD aku sudah gandrung sama serial MacGyver, Remington Steel, Mission Impossible, dan Hunter. Sayangnya, ibuku menentang ide anak perempuannya jadi detektif dan berurusan dengan jenazah, hihihi... Jadilah, cita-cita belaka...

Terakhir, marine biologist. Ide karir yang ini mutlak dipengaruhi tontonanku saat itu. Mulai dari trikuel Free Willy yang bercerita tentang persahabatan dan penyelamatan sejumlah mamalia laut. Dolphins are the sweetest! Sampai serial SeaQuest yang dibintangi si ganteng mendiang Jonathan Brandis. Kesemuanya mendorongku untuk mencintai laut dan ingin menyelamatkan para penghuninya.

Hm, apa benang merah dari cita-citaku selama SMP? Selain betapa media yang kukonsumsi sangat mempengaruhiku, sepertinya aku lumayan sangat tertarik pada karir yang altruistik dan di saat yang sama menegangkan dan penuh kebaruan.

Sampai jumpa di tulisan selanjutnya!

Grogol, 10.21

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